Reflexions¶
23th August 2023,¶
If it's not documented, it dosen't exist. by Anastasia Pistofidou
It took me time to understand completely this sentence but she was still running in my mind.
After one year documenting and had first didn't imagine the hard work is it before.
I realize finally, documenting help me to see "physicaly" fixing it in the matter of what I did, this throw away my imposter syndrom.
This teach me the importance of the communication and the different level of reading, writing. What we tell or not. Teaching to be things not perfectly, teaching to take time and there are time. The time we need to make fondation on your own, finding your proper way. I'm slow person, like my micro cellule inside my body, earth move in her own vitesse too. keeping the micro and macro view.
Teaching me how is so nice and important to having mentors arround for going more deep, I feel confused lot of time for arriving to be detached of the opinions of each person, accepting with gratitude all feedback. And how making your proper way with this keeping things who are echo with me. Finding what I really need.
We didn't arrive to make this alone. Don't be alone you are not.
Teaching me to stop to be afraid to asking help, to ask having feedback, to speak about my fears and incertitude. Feedback are not judgments there are here for growing and continuous to find the right way for us. For ourself being autonomous and not independant in this earth.
It's difficult for me to assume who I am, in the entire. Presenting and accepting to be myself was hard ( still but working on it), I love so much things and don't want to be categorized.
Accepting to be full, full of love and incomprehension, full of questions, full of curiosity, full of fails, full of dreams. I finally found some peace inside, after this hard year.
Teaching to know where I want to implic myself, for a cause more bigger of me and assuming it.
Where do you want to give you energy? for who ?
What you want to do for changing things your are not ok with, cleaning under the carper, changing this industry, society, climate change? Why you want to do this?
How you want to give your time? Time is precious ressources.
You are in the right place, if you are ready to break your own schemas, for build new one, with the community ready to helping and not afraid to continuous to create, deconstruct, rebuild, being conscient of the actions.
The limit is only where you put your own. Will be not easy but if you want and accept to grow then you will have grown up in the end.
This year has entrenched me in my deep failings, but whaaaa what year!
I’m ready to continuous to learn of the life. Thanks a lot all Fabricademy for the lessons of life.